Heart On Fire

Hey everyone, finally i'm back with sober heart i have. Before i start writing i read my whole blog again and again, just one thing i can catch in my brain is that i'm growing to be more tough, be more brave, be more independent and be more crazy toward every lil stuff around me. It been a long while, i disappear in this lil hell that looks like heaven , but now i can surely promise it will gain more and more about me, my feeling, or anything in it. Time flies, is just like a click of the camera and i just waste a film. In these days, i keep repeating the same things, going to Uni is not that bored either happy, even i'm just in the first sem in here. Things  changes so do i. Just done with my midterm test. I just can say it is not like what high school did, obviously i know.Is just like x100 times difficult in it , but so on i still able to cope with it. I believe, I believe with the Love and Spirit that Father God gave me is always that much. Just no one can understand it when you really feel it.
Now is almost the end..the final is around the corner. Just around two week i got to say hi to my final .Nothing much i can say now,action more than words. Just beg the laziness in my body can shoo away. Before that, means now i have a week of holiday,ehh, actually not can't counted as holiday because the replacement class still on for us,ehh, not again is on for me.Why? cause all of my friends are back, just like they are celebrating 'Raya'? JK k..
So this week i just normally, soberly, past trough it with hanging in my room, singing, dancing in the toilet , talking alone, or keep mumbling....hahah, that actually is me ! I mean another me. :)
Besides that, as you're one of my true or stalker, you will notice something interesting. To me is interesting but to you maybe not. I just can't say more here. I just felt sorry about it.
Isn't it life should be so tough? should be different that what we always want it to be? There are always can't be judge with it. Oms, i'm so like a critical thinker E:
Okay,okay,i will stop it now, so in the end of this post, i wish that everything gonna be alright. So stalk me in the other post and these few sites of mine :_

http://myonlyzombie.tumblr.com/
https://twitter.com/NickSymone