Like usual this time is the time that my face will turn serious because with no reason. Finals is coming and i still can act so sober.In my head i can't find any word that can describe myself but in here i will gonna start with my me mine.Before that, if you feel is nonsense to you please press the red button on your top right,thank you.
Day by day i just feeling so empty.The weather in the small lil town were so hot enough that nearly can treat it like having a sauna but but it isn't too bad cause it have it own season.If you're a kamparian you will know what am i talking. Yea,the weird thing in here is every Wednesday that will be a little rain visiting us,and when it reach nearly july till september,that is totally a raining season.So,i actually can't complain anything about it.
The digital clock turn to 1.14 a.m now, currently listening to some soft music to make myself relax,the raindrops is so nice enough to make you feel sleepy.With a cup of hot choco,everything makes perfect.This is what my dearest taught me before.Scrolling Facebook and look at all those owl posting here and there,scrolling tumblr-my fav sites,and this wont make me stop cause the stuff there is always freaking awesome.Plan to upload my vlog but it seems like can't because all those video i make have been totally out of control,all show distort scenes.
And right now,all i can want to make my insomnia get away is have a cup of vodka or beer to makes everything calm.
My love always doesn't show it well, i admit i'm a failure in all this thingy.I just can say that i'm so sorry to have me.Is hard to makes it perfect or makes is always yours.This the reason i always judge that there will no forever in life cause of few claim that i made.I love or what i dislike will always me and God knows.Time flies,days went,and i'm still standing at the same place waiting for someone to hold me carry me.The traffic light went green to red and red to green but it din't seem to angry each others.Why human need to have hard feeling ? Why humans need to have warm embrace?
Don't feel weird above this photo cause this is what calls natural.What humans suppose to be like. Not only that this is also what i call comfortable,you should try it when you're ready..haha..okay back to this,so what did humans still wants ? with all they have why humans still have to be so dramatic around or so vanity.Stop it,cause this is so call Human! Human always wont so dogmatic why? cause we are born to be this way,haha..this is so like begging the question.Come on guys,be mature this is what i always told myself.Besides that, will you guys ever compare yourself with others? Will you? I know sure you will compare yourself with others that are popular,that are pretty,handsome,rich,gay and so on. STOP IT. i din't mean to have any personal attack anyways cause this is what humans do? so do i...but just but when we turn another way,turn a bit to the right or left or rotate your own brain to compare with others that are born to be week,poor,suffering everything.Will satisfy came around that moment? So, i always tell myself why and why and why i need to be compare to others? why i need to keep changing myself to same like others? maybe as what i learn this is like playing a role of bandwagon.
Eyes keep blinking,and its the time to say hi to my bed again. Goodnight peeps, see you in the another new post :)
God bless you all with his lovely embrace :)
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