in the street tat i feel afraid....

i feel scared....whn i standing in the middle of street...or even beside...

cos i dun wat will hapen later on...i went alot places..and even move over many places....

slowly...i realise...life really have alot to manage it....to face it....

all include...even a simple love....

i cant get to do it.....cos in the half way...i will jus leave and throw away the sadness...

i cant brg it...cos i dunwan it to suffer me...bt jus the few thg i cant jus forget it...is tat telling me to continue?

i hate it...cos tis a sort of reason tat make my heartbeat decrease....it pain....

bt wat shud i do?....shud i jus get a new aim...to start my life ONCE again?