No mood no mood no mood....

No more le...agn...tis feel cum agn...y owes me...why?? 
I ask myself mny time...why owes i kena...cant have a nice and peaceful life...why they can..i cant?
becos of he or she?
                                DAMMIT
ok...fine....i oredi admit...owes me...nw wat should i do?suiscide?
if i gt a magic finger...i owes thk i would...bt impossible...lame rite?...ok...ok...owes oni noe ok...hw?be a jerk?
i cant stand it anymore...no money no talk?really lke tat?....if i'm a milionaire..wat should i be?
is better thn a poor guy...i hate POOR!
HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE!
gt any suggestion?
"Run baby run"if i can...i believe i can fly...(if i can)