can i be a new me?or maybe?or should i?

tis problem mayb can suffer my whole life...

i was waiting my heart dicision...it owes dun tell me the final ans..

bt hw?owes in the sad sitution?

damm it..why am i feeling so wrong..my body is here..bt my heart thinking abt the one...the oni 1 tat i need...

hermm..bt in another way..mayb the person tat i need..oredi have another..no nid my shoulder to lay...

am i still-ing? 

would i jus gv up...or rub it all...

bt i noe 80%!i can do it...duh...so compliacated..mayb i should go bck to find bck the feels tat we had before..and get it bck...

are tis my final dicision?